I'm back :')
I haven't posted in a month. Longer than a month. Well, I seem to post every month. hehe ;)
Lazy girl, righttttttt over here!! EYAH!
Anyways, dude, I have been the laziest I've ever been in years. I haven't done much of anything that has been very productive. I've been....... hmmm, using the comp a lot. I just play a lot of games lately 'cuz of my bff :) hehehe, Y.O.U S.U.C.K!!! J/k I heart you >D
MAN MAN, I miss you so much xD thankies for those creams :D
OOh yea baby, I know you love it. It looks so delicious. Mmmm
So here, it's super hot. STILL. The sun goes down at like 8~9 P.M. Yes, I know why, it is summer. I agree. I get tanner so much faster than I did in Hawaii. Isn't that crazy?? Like, I was out watering the lawn for like 2 hours, and I was already tan. I was wearing flip flops so I had these tan legs + feet with white lines xD... weird. It was like my feet were flipflops.
My goals for this summer, we're shattered with procrastination and gaming. It can totally ruin life. I didn't go to the gym that much. Nope, I didn't. I just went occasionally, so not much results there.
I think about food too much. I'm like 25 pounds over my ideal weight. Which is like lower than my friend's weight, although they're skinny already. But, yea, I was so disappointed when I was looking for jeans today. I hate going shopping for pants. They never fit. I'm wide, and horizontally challenged. YES, still am. Like, on a graph, it increases horizontally in increments of 5 every year. That's crazy. It's going to add up soooooooon and I'm going to be a bowling ball or something similar (if I don't grow vertically) I wonder why I don't grow taller. I got a check up at the doctor and they said that I wouldn't grow that much, but since I didn't fast before I went, the results are a bit inaccurate so I need to schedule another appointment. AGAIN, like the 3rd one. Uhm , I got my blood drawn twice, and x-rays taken for growth plates and whatnot.
I'ma be going to school soon in August so I'm a bit excited and nervous. Excited for a new experience, nervous because I fear the workload is going to be a ton. I can't believe the tuition and board is MORE than college. It is so ridiculous. It's not like a COLLEGE education...
Uhh, yea. I'm not sure if I made the wrong choice because we could be saving a ton a lot of more money... but then, hopefully, it'd be worth it in the future. Like, you get help with choosing your colleges and whatnot. Like advisory and you are challenged with more responsibility. I'll be with a roommate as well. Hopefully, I could handle whoever it is from wherever. *Sigh* mmm, so yea. Oh and that book, no, haven't written that. It sounded so much like a ... movie script that I just stopped. It wasn't that good anyway. But I should work at it, but I don't really know. I REALLY don't know what to do. I'm so indecisive. Wishy-washy. I don't know where to go. I'm lost on a map. My compass changes. I follow wherever I feel like going. I just go where I go. What's really with this life. I've had a lot of weird dreams about death and where you go afterwards... Dreams can really make you emotional.. I think it's so cool. like, you think something really happened, and you regret it so bad, but the thing is, it's just a dream, and you become more weary to avoid it from happening.
Oh, we had a ton of ants come in the house yesterday. It's because everyone loves to eat in my room the most. I don't know, it's our families little hangout although I TELL them not to eat, but they don't listen. So yea, there are a lot of gaps in this house that the Mexican homebuilders forgot to fill in... They build very crappy houses at a HIGH price not even worth it. No offense, but I'm just saying what's true. Same with Chinese products, they're crappy, well, a lot of the cheap ones are. And I hate how U.S. manufacturers upgrade the price 10 times more than the real cost they bought it at. Like at Nike, Claires, Coach, and other places. You'll look at the, "Made in" place and 95% of the time, it's from China *from my experience of course.
You can hardly ever find a product that's not made in China nowadays. Or if you do, it's very expensive. RIDICULOUS. Since the economy's so bad nowadays, people will do anything they necessarily won't do if they weren't as poor. Larceny, fraud, scam, etc. You can't trust anyone. Today, we got 2~3 phone calls from these advertisement companies. I'm glad I didn't answer the phone :)
I'ma go now. Bye